Ground Zero

13Jul08

It seems that it’s the moments where we feel the most down, the most out that we finally start to piece together this puzzle of a world. It’s those days when the clouds roll in and the rain doesn’t come, but it waits with anticipation for the right moment to fall. But it will never fall, because we, as humans, do not give it the opportunity to think to itself, “Now is when I’m meant to fall.”

But right here, right now is when I am meant to fall.

This time, this year is so much bigger than I. Me. Kyler. Whoever I am these days, because you know what? I’m not even totally sure anymore. My personality changes with the weather and I live in Oklahoma, okay?

But right here, right now is where I’ve fallen.

I’ve fallen so hard, that I won’t get up, simply because getting up would mean I would have to start walking away, and that would be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. So now, I’ll stay in the dirt and I’ll stay down, stay out, and stay busy focusing on how hard I’ve fallen and how hard I need to focus.

Because right here, right now… this is the best it’s ever felt.

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